Since the passing of my husband due to suicide. I had been swallowed in by grief. So overwhelming  I just wanted to die. But I knew I needed to be here for my kids. I got my dog Jack given to me by a old highschool friend. That friend saved my life more than he knows. However I was hooked up with MHP because I couldn't seem to do this life without therapy and support. My grief was all I could see . Right when I lost my husband ,my landlord gave me a very hard time everything from laughing at me because of what and how my husband passed. Amongst alot of other things he did most likely because I was female. He treated me so bad that we even ended up in court . The judge witnessed him talk to me so terrible that he ordered him to not speak to me on his own he had to talk to me through a third party. He was seriously that bad then I noticed I was the only female in the whole building so that told me he didn't like women much. Then about a year after Josh's passing I had almost got my wish . I ended up in ICU with aneurysm on left side of of brain behind my left eye a brain bleed to the right side of my brain and then one week after that I had 2 big blood clots in my right lung and ended up in ICU once again. Needless to say it's taken quite some time to heal .I'm not as resilient as I once was. Once I had more clarity only to realize my case manager with MHP took complete advantage of my situation. He is now being charged with fraud and exploitation and other stuff. Anyway Due to me trusting in him I have lost everything in my life and I do mean everything. He will never be able to work in the mental health ever again. But I will never get back my life and memories . Jack and I finally have a chance to be in a nice place to call our own. Yay! But since filing for disability and have lived off the savings and the disability ins I purchased while working. I'm having a hard time financially now . Just until my disability can come through. I was able to obtain a rental voucher which was awesome however I need to pay the deposits and everything it takes to move into the apt. I am humbly asking for help. This is very hard for me to do for myself. But I have until March 31 to come up with all the move in costs to help get my life stabilized. Which my goal is $2500.00. if you have some that you may part with every little bit helps. I have 200 to put towards it obviously that's not enough. I thank you for reading my book as to why I am asking for money. Thank you for taking time to read it.