Latest update as of Jul 22, 2025

  • I had a melt down a few months back and got an eviction notice. Prayers that if I repair the damage done I can stay put because some of what I did was a blur and some of want I remember taunts me. I’m trying to focus on healing so I don’t repeat anger out bursts through my trauma monster with my medical going on.


About this fundraiser

this is for me whom is about to be evicted due to rages and falling through the cracks of the system. I am dually diagnosed. In order to manage my pain the last resort I was told by Albany med is opiates which I refuse because I’m in long term recovery from them. I believe in more holistic healing and that’s not something I wish to put in my body long term. I’m in chronic pain and the hospital found sclerotic legions through out my entire body. I feel is if my brain is on fire constantly in a brain fog and no one in my area seems to be able to help manage my chronic pain and when I don’t get my needs met I burn bridges in frustration. This money will be used to help me find ways that work for me to survive. I have been take advantage of so much as a certified peer advocate that it’s time I work on me before I step in and help others. When I am stable and heal I would love to get my drivers license a ford f150 pick up truck and maybe become a chaplain pre as a transgender male. Love is love. Any little bit will help me get devices and pay for the damage I did in my apartment so I can also find something my accessable to live in to meet my disabilty needs too. Thanks in advance for the help. I welcome prayers and words of kindness too as I understand not every one has money to spare. 
Possible Parkinson’s and ms diagnoses 
Stage 1 Kidney disease
Gi dr for anal bleeding
Need Glasses
Need Hearing test (right ear being the worse)
Difficulties swallowing
Acid reflux
Diabetic?
Hearing loss (test)
Arthritis ?
Pins and needles in my entire body
incontinence issues (both ends)
insomnia 
Check pancreatic pain issues
No gallbladder 
No tonsils and adenoids
Right knee (history of torn meniscus 
Lump in throat when swallow
Bad large list of allergies (seasonal, food, meds etc) 
Breathing troubles (asthma)
Potential sleeping disorder (oxygen drops when I sleep) sleep apnea? (Need a sleep study)
Chronic acne
Boils on body (vaginal cysts) 
Sensitive to smells, sounds, lights etc 
Sensory and processing disorder (autistic)
Obesity 
Chronic pain in upper and lower extremities chronic migraines 
Difficulty urinating (bladder control issues)
Bulging disc Lower back
Osteopoikilosis (HHS/HCC
Asthma
Lump in throat when swallowing
Complex trauma with traits of anxiety and depressions
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neurolgy disorder consult for Parkinson’s disorder

 

Organized by

kristoph Duell

Glens Falls, NY, USA

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