I'm currently dealing with my second Aortic dissection/aneurysm in 4 years. I had a rupture in April of 2020 that I barely survived. I found out over Thanksgiving that I have two aneurysms in my aorta now ones at the bottom of my last repair and the second one is down in my gut. I'm fundrasted because I'm unable to work and I can't afford my medications amongst other things needed to live really. I don't have much help.  I'm the soul survivor of my family. Mom dad brother and sister all passed on. Plenty of cousin aunt and uncles. But it's just not the same. I wish I could work. Having to swallow a lot of pride to ask for help but I just I don't know what else to do. I should have already had my surgery by now but the fact that I'm scarred to death has a lot to do with it. I've been through it once already in April 2020 I was rushed into surgery with less than a 3% chance of survival. enough 3% chance of survival and if i made it I was only giving a 20% chance I'd make it the first 6 months. Despite those odds I made it. It's nothing 8 would. Have never wanted to experience again. But here I am once again. It's either 30% chance I'd make it through another surgery or 100%  chance I can fall over dead by not doing it. As I was told my aorta is well to put it short fucked up. And the doctor cant guarantee I won't need third surgery if I survive the second one. But it's massive enough that he said I wouldn't even know if it does. What used to just bother me every so often has been a daily issue sometimes several times a day or just all day where I can't even get out of bed. Give it to God I suppose.. Anything kind of help is welcome and much appreciated.