First of all, this is not easy for me because I’ve always been able to figure it out and work 2 - 3 jobs but at my age now I struggle to make it through my 1 full-time job. I have an eye disease that was discovered when I was very young and even the best institutions were unable to determine what it is. A few years ago I had to have eye surgery because my lens became dislocated and since then my eye had not been right. There is still no institution able to determine what it is and I was going to a specialist at least 1 - 3 times a week. It financially drained me so I had to stop the appointments even though I was receiving letters stating that it was in my best interest to continue. After all the co-pays and missing time from work it financially drained me and I still haven’t been able to overcome. I also had a family member who because I always put the people I cared about first put me in a bad financial situation while all I tried to do is help them. I just can’t seem to get a break and am so tired of not being able to make ends meet. I’ve already lost 25 lbs because I can’t even afford groceries. please if you do not have any kind words than just keep strolling because I’m already sad enough and feel like a failure and do not need anyone’s opinions on how I should be able to take care of myself. Thank you for anyone assistance you can provide and I also completely understand if you can’t because the world we now live in is extremely hard for even the couples that have 2 incomes and that’s very disheartening. God bless to all!