I am a single mom. (Husband died, no insurance). I worked in customer service, but had a stroke which impeded my speech. I am not at all lazy. I worked in grocery delivery after the stroke, but my car was then totalled. It was too old to get much for it. Now, I am stuck with no transportation and no more customer service ability. Disability finally gives me 1200 a month, and due to my teen recently coming of age, they have cut my food assistance to 25 dollars a month. I am so tired, and see no way up anymore. I am grateful for my mom, a nearly 90 year old senior citizen on a pension who allows us to live under her roof.  I truly just want to go back to being able to take care of myself and daughter (my other child is 33 and very responsible/independent).  I so desperately need a nest egg as a hands up out of this situation. It saddens me reading how authorities in ICE can shoot a woman dead and earn a million dollars for it,, and I sadly can seem to get NO HELP.    I have writtten 29 books on Amazon (author name, Mystra Quinn). I have posted 116 music video creations to YOUTUBE.   NOTHING.   Please, I am an introvert who does  not need or ask for personal attention. I just need a hand up.   PLEASE.