Hi. I decided to leave my job due to some health issues I am having, also at the same time I am taking care of mother. She spent nearly a year in and out of the hospitals and rehab due to multiple illnesses. She nearly lost her ability to walk , so I brought her home with me, so that I could work with her full time. So I have gotten her to a much healthier state and back to walking short distances. I did all of this while working full time after having a heart attack and dealing with my own chronic illnesses (one being lupus). I guess it took more of a toll on me than I realized, so I finally made the decision to leave my job ( with the hopes of going back). My job couldn't accommodate the days I needed to care for my mom, so I left. Now my husband is the only one working, and the bills are piling up. Also we aren't that far from Christmas and I haven't bought a single gift. We lost the dog in the picture last year, and I would really like to make my son a nice shadow box in his memory at least. I'm also just really needing to catch up on a few bills and hopefully get Christmas dinner. Thank you to those who took the time read this. I'm a little panicked right now ( thought I would have a new job by now), with it being so close to Christmas. So this is a last resort for me.