Hello friend & fellow human beings. I am a 69 year old female in dire need of assistance. I was a contributing person to society most of my life.

 Until March of 2005 when I chose to move to Arizona for the sake of my son, to be closer to his father & to raise him. 

Everything went wrong from then on out.  The economy changed & I could not find work. 

Then my health started failing due to issues with my back due to an epidural during my son's birth.

I was introduced to pain management doctors, morphine & opioids. I didn't know the hells door I opened.

I became totally addicted to them. I was now an addict. I suffered so many withdrawals. Yet I still didn't understand the gravity of what was happening. Doctors just kept feeding me pills.

Fast forward. After many bouts with hospitals,  & becoming suicidal. My mental health was now effected. 

I became isolated, lost everything. Couldn't work anymore due to chronic pain. 

I became homeless. It was hell. 

I finally received Section 8 & got my own apartment & started receiving disability. 

But I could only find an appointment extremely far from my son & lacked any mode of transport. 

Then another issue. A dentist decided to tell me I was a great candidate for dentures . My smile was lost, & it was what defined me.

Fast forward again., I have starved ever since. Literally. 

Fast forward again. Been off of opioids for 10 years. But my health is becoming life threatening. But that's not the worst of it. 

The loneliness for the last 9 years is so horrible I daily think God has abandoned me. I go weeks without even speaking to another human & I ask him to take me home, please.

So this is my last cry out, my health is so deteriorated, I can't walk. I need surgery but have no one to assist me with aftercare. 

I need a vehicle to get to the doctor and pharmacy.

I can't go to the store when needed. I'm so far from everything,& there are not even buses out here.

I am in desperate need of a vehicle. Anything that runs safely!

Please, there has got to be someone that reads this & opens their heart.

I realze there are so many others in need on this site. 

But I don't want to die alone in this apartment by myself. 

My purpose is hope. To get my life back, what little time I have left. To say hello to others again. To laugh again. To be mobile because I can still drive. To visit my son, who lives ,45 minutes away. He helps so much when he can but he works graveyard ,6 days a week.

God bless anyone that read through this & forgive if I sound whiny, I just don't want to cry anymore .

God Bless