I have terminal cancer it's thyroid that spread into my lymph nodes which I would be able to deal with but during or shortly after my surgery I developed osteomyelitis that ate half my clavicle and a third of my sternum so I'm in pain unbearable pain everyday. I work on the days I can but I always end up getting sicker I'm writing this in the ER I now have pneumonia no matter what I do I just get sicker. I have gone through my savings and what I didn't have left my husband took and left. Said he couldn't watch me get any sicker wow that was a kick in the gut since Im the one that has to look in the mirror or drag myself to the bathroom. I just can't do this anymore the laws in the US are pathetic I'm not leaving my family and losing the time I have left. My deacon said he would go with me. I need 2 rounds trip tickets even only 1 with be used coming back I need a weeks stay there the services and they mail me home. If anyone can help me please I just can't do this this and yes I have done counseling they don't live with my pain I just want it to end.