I'm a fourth one year old woman who lost all hope about 7 years ago .. I met someone who helped me get my head on straight and who taught me that love isn't always what you expect . Tho he is a nice guy he and I have different beliefs and different ways of prioritizing what we believe is important . To him  I am always going to be last in love but I better make him my first ..  He pushes me when I need uplifting and he tears me down when I need love . I can't continue to live my life by his ways when I have 3 beautiful children out there that need me to be there for them when they return . I know I can do it i just need help planting my feet so that God can water my seed and I can start to regrow into the beautiful tree of life he meant for me to be . I have invested all my time efforts and money into helping this man get his feet back under him and it's neverending . Please your donations will help reunite and grow a family torn apart because of my inability to see my self worthy of love because I always searching for some thing that was already before me. .. my children and I have suffered and it's time we get back what the devil has tried to steal from us .. T

hank you and God bless