Hello

 it is 3:41 am Tuesday April 22nd 2025 I am sitting at my table creating this hoping that maybe just maybe this may work😞 to help me out of this what feels like a pit I  have fallen behind in rent to the tine of $3800 due to really slow winter season after being medically unable to return to work last year I now do gig work solely for income. My age is 56 and I moved to Myrtle September to downsize and lessen my fiscal obligations. I got a studio here fully believing that the $600 less a month would be more attainable with how much less I earn now and how much my body can not withstand the demands I used to meet in my  almost 2 decades in my work sector. All I know is work and  not I can’t go hard physical the way I used to and I have fallen behind because this is a beach town and I had no idea the winter would go dead the way it did! The season is starting here now so I did manage to pay last month and this month rent barely along with getting my car out of  threat of repossession. I spent a lot of hungry times eating once a day scrambling enough together washing clothes by hand cutting every corner I could to do that 🙏🏼 
 I have no peace I worry all day I drive and drive and hurt and hurt and I just cannot get ahead of this debt! There was no Thanksgiving no Christmas my Great Granddaughter was born could and can’t afford to go meet her thankfully there is FaceTime. I’m trying to navigate the processes of disability paperwork but that is something of a process. I’m afraid I’ll lose my home and be forced to live in my car I’m terrified of that to think that that could a possibility is tormenting.  The picture on this campaign is a screen shot of my landlord demanding the arrears.  I don’t know if this will work but I just don’t know what else to do.. later in the morning I’m going to an organization that helps I’m not certain I meet their criteria usually homeless, elderly and families with children get aid first aid as it should be but what does a woman that has worked all her life until I broke my self from it do when I can longer perform in that manner? I drive some times from 3-4 pm  till 3-4 am for hours and hours.. but the platforms takes so much of your earnings it is a struggle. I don’t do drugs and I don’t have a drinking habit thank goodness then I’d be a real mess. If by some chance I can gain this footing then maybe I can get back a peaceful nights rest.. someday my intentions for the donations is to pay my rental arrears $3800 and my car note I behind 2 x again $563 each. I just don’t make enough quick enough to pay out before the next bill is back! So the arrears just sit there sigh
i pray that you are all blessed and favored by your decency and kindness empathy and  generosity. In the event you or anyone can find it in your capabilities and hearts to donate. 

Thank You to the individuals that help run these type of platforms I have never done goo this before for myself.. 

 Thank You for reading about my plight

 God Bless