47-year-old father of two grandfather of five classified recently type 1 onset late stage diabetes mellitus uncontrollable married to a beautiful wife two beautiful kids five gorgeous grandkids unemployed no insurance trying to get disability insurance a lot of no-go's and a lot of pendings no medications but having as much fun as I can enjoying grandkids enjoying my grandkids and my wife and kids really don't want anything for me but all of them deserve better I know it's been hard for all of them living with someone like me sometimes in life you don't realize things you do or say until it's too late would be appreciated