My mother's death was very unexpected she was an incredible Health at 79 years old she went to Zumba everyday my mom wasn't like all seniors that you see walking around that are scared of technology and constant complaining about aches and pains my mother wasn't one of these people she was very eccentric on top of the game with technology she was on all social media sites she was a beautiful woman I was in love with my mother she was the best thing that ever happened to me and I was shocked depressed and put in very dark place when her death occurred it should have been avoided she had an impacted bowel and the doctors didn't get around to her procedure that needed to be done right away until days later and her body just got weak and now it's me and my sister left behind and I am in such financial debt right now I can't even tell you I'm already on low income housing I don't have a car my family is very self-centered and doesn't help with anything and I'm trying to push through by the grace of God and it's been very hard I'm just hoping there's people out there that can help me that are generous that understand my situation and can empathize A Mother's Love is something that cannot be replaced and it will devastate your life when your mom is out of your life don't take advantage of your parents especially your mother God only gives us one set of parents cherish them as much as you can reconcile whatever the problems can be especially if it's something that's small because their time on Earth here is vulnerable and can be here one day and gone the next I unfortunately suffer from manic depression anxiety and PTSD I haven't showered in days and I'm unable to get out of bed I've been so down if anybody out there can empathize and understand please help please help me or please pray for me